Waiting for people to fuck up so you can cancel them, gatekeeping, communities self-policing to the point of self-destruction, debating each other’s validity, communities infighting over terminology, fighting over the Best way to exist, trying to define what a Bad Community Member is/does, vilifying those people.
Besties I think we fucked up and internalized the surveillance state or the omni-present judgment of god or purity culture or perhaps just maybe all 3
i’m camping w the funniest guy rn like he looks exactly what you would expect from a vaping gas station douchebag. but we were in the car in like complete silence on the way over and out of absolutely nowhere he was like “i might be on the spectrum 😁”
he just dropped an entire stack of firewood and said “that sounded like minecraft”
I love the way house of leaves is constructed sooooo much like. the way I’m following like three different stories at the same time??? IN THE SAME PAGE???? the footnotes???? the appendices??? the long-ass sentences that could be a paragraph that I gotta read all at once to understand???? I’ve literally never gotten so fixated during a read so easily before. twas designed for my neurodivergence and my neurodivergence only
insane the way these stories always ask is it worse to be betrayed by god or by your father. is it worse to be hurt by the devil or by your father. is it worse to be abandoned by the angels or by your father. but it doesn’t actually matter how you answer, because there is no god or devil or angels, it’s only your father in disguise, and even if they were real, they wouldn’t save you anyways